I wish i wish with all my heart

2008-06-10T04:46:00.001-07:00

I wish that....
I can play maple.
I wish that...
I can have more friends
I wish that...
I don't get betrayed.
I wish that..
My life would be better.

But i know that...
These things are not possible.
Because life is never fair.
No one ever gets things their way.
NEVER.
except maybe some lucky ones.
Who just don't see that they are lucky.
I wish i could be one of them.
But it seems thats not possible.
Right?
OR am i wrong.
I guess i will never know.
Will i?

2008-05-16T08:52:00.001-07:00

I have always wished..
I could sing.
I love to sing.
I just don't dare to sing in front of people.
I love songs.
I love to sing my whole life.
I can express myself..
freely.
No one will look at me..
Don't you think that singing rocks too?

2008-05-08T07:42:00.000-07:00

Don't you ever wish your life was like an anime?
With a happy ending.
With cute guys.
And cute gals.
And be the main char where you are the prettiest.
And somehow always have people who love you.
People who are perfect.
Clothes which are nice.
Lots of great fantasy.
And magic.
Which makes you ultra unique?
Lots of talents.
Like singing.
Acting.
Dancing.
Fighting.
But average people like me can't find talents in us so easily.
Why do people have anime?
To make people like me..
Hurt.
sad.
Cos they can't ever be perfect like them?

2008-05-08T07:40:00.000-07:00

one of the greatest wish that i know will never happen is for my dad to come back to me and my mum. For him to leave his other family. For us to be a whole family again. For us to enjoy time together. for us to walk the dogs together. For us to go to the beach together. For us to cry together. For us to laugh together. For us to be there for each other. For us to Love each other for who we are. For us to never keep secrets from each other. For us to be as one.

2008-05-06T05:07:00.000-07:00

I wish i could get a horse so much... haiz..
My horse riding friend, paula, is going to migrate back to australia by the end of the year and getting two horses of her own. How lucky can she get? She already has two dogs.. one is called coco also:). But damn.. she is so lucky. She isn't getting one, but TWO horses! i wish i can get a horse. But singapore is so small. My mum says i probably have to migrate in order to get a new hrose. But i Don't wanna migrate at the moment... HOW?

2008-05-04T05:34:00.000-07:00

HAHA! this blog is so nice! its going to be specially for my oh-so-impossible wishes:D.... and othres can do their wishes here also! haha:D i gtg for now.. sorri sorri:D buaibuai